Failure

It may come as a shock to you, but I'm not perfect. I make constant fuck-ups and even fail at the simplest things miserably. Now people may say, "Failure is just a stepping stone to success" and all that shit, but it doesn't really feel like that's the case when you feel like killing yourself everytime you screw up a task. I will always give up on something if I can't competently perform it in a few tries and decide, "Eh, it wasn't worth it, anyway". I mean, if people relied on someone who can't even perform a task correctly the first time, the world would be a shittier place to live in. I just don't see the reason to keep trying when "I owe it to myself" to do so. Go find someone who's much better than me at something. There always is.